i saw my previous post. it is a total mess. a true reflection of what is happening to me and also what's been happening to my heart.
too many thoughts and thinking had my brain totally burnt out for some long moments when time was turning to the late evening. by 6.15 pm, i had to sleep. i was too stretched already. and sleep was good. i woke up in a daze.
chok was right. i needed to do 'purpose driven life' again. to refocus. fight on, so it seems that it have to be.
"It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone."
Ephesians 1:11 (Msg)