Wednesday, April 13, 2005

post-easter camp

came back on monday afternoon. though now it is wednesday. was busy. had to go to uni on tuesday at 9 for statistics group assignment.

just haven't come back to the typing. there is just suddenly so much to type. many thoughts and inspirations and revelations and kind of overwhelming with so many stuff suddenly.

i can just type it out one point and there goes a long paragraph. guess it'll have to be a bit by bit and also not too long.

i fell sick before easter camp started due to trying to cram up work so that i can enjoy easter camp. i ended up having a really bad sore throat which gave me a very bass and manly voice (think frank sinatra). i had fun with it. but can't sing for long. during worship, i could only sing a little before i start coughing or feeling pain. i was really taught what it is to sing from the heart. i spent more time in prayer and meditation. and really got to know what it is to rejoice and be still.

another would be how God amazes me everytime and also humbles me many times. being trained and nurtured in the music ministry, preparation and practise is definitely needed and lacking in any of it spells disaster. what more with students who are not professionals. honestly, i was really skeptic at how well the worship sessions could turn out to be. how was i humbled?
all the worship sessions were powerful. it is in the end, again and again, God's presence that fills the worship. it is committing the worship session into God's hands. people coming into the presence of the Lord. sorry, God. it is God that makes the worship sessiong as powerful as it is, working through the worship leaders and musicians that offer up themselves and their gifts for God to use them.

to be continued...

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