guardian angel....

i had this thought some time ago while i was visiting lincoln college.

one of my wishes is to be a guardian angel so that i can always help people all the time. and that's what i always want to do. to show that God cares for them.

i was talking to someone when the thought came to me.

someone would be more comforted if he knows that the person helping has gone through that same problem as well. thus, reminding me of all the heartaches that i have gone through. i ask God why. why, why, why. what's the purpose? its super painful. but i let it go and have faith. was not easy. but now i get a glimpse. one of the little reasons.

its easier to help others cause i have gone through it before. they know, that i know how they feel.
if i was a guardian angel, i'd still be able to help. but not as effective.

and it reminds me also. Jesus knows how we feel. He knows our joys and He knows our pains cause He has been through all of it. when Jesus helps us and lifts us up, He knows. He understands. He, as the Comforter, understands.