i welcome the 2 days break of chinese new year very much. last week was quite a stretching week due to work and also having something every night. this time round was really a lack of sleep.
fortunately, i didn't fall sick. yoghurt everyday and focus. i kind of challenged and pushed myself to see how far i could go.
on the long drive back from the lumut treasure hunt, i could do lots of thinking. in such tiredness of the mind and after weeks of earnest prayer, some sort of answers came. hmmm.. not really... wisdom... guidance, more like it. and my mind could settle. some peace. its hard to describe but its like some comfort and knowing the comfort. its not over, but at least i know there's some hope. i could really see the difference in terms of how things are viewed and handled.
yes, the demons of the mind still come knocking and waves of emotions and 'Peters-stern-look'(heroes) are still coming... but they're caught and recognised. and peace and hope overcomes it.
and this gives me hope to keep on praying ever more earnestly for 'matters of the heart.'
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