mini reflections...

most of the 'oldies'(though in the mid-to-late twenties) through the catching up, generally... are feeling tired... wondering where is the youthful energy gone... a different environment... different culture... many grey ethical areas... growing tummies... excercise? what's that? ... late nights have become a strict no-no already... important decisions to make... where is God?... i need peace and rest... battling the changing values and priorities... hard to walk the narrow path... disappointing decisions... failing God... no time... what's the point... embaressed...
and its common.
well, the transition period and leading towards managerial roles.

and yet at the same time, there's light in their life. there's hope. i see that in my seniors. and as i have joined their ranks and going through it as well, i can understand and emphatize. some have a bright bulb, some have a dim bulb, some have theirs dusty, some have theirs burned out.

there's a long list listed above, but amidst all that, as time changes, as each of us progress in our respective paths, there's still hope. i know i keep saying this billions and billions of times. its because i have to keep telling myself to keep focus. and look unto God. the panic attacks, insecurities, loss of confidence, directionless, worries. it'll all come.

but God remains the same, our Everlasting Father.

'there's a light in the darkness that shines, bringing hope to all the world...'
- Jesus the Same, Hillsongs-