well, the paper went well. i hope i didn't make any careless mistakes. it was a challenge to be writing nonstop and adhering to formats. i guess now is just waiting for results. but it's good :)
a journey of ups and downs. the taste of perseverance as it matures is... i dunno... sweet? i think i'm more of feeling mellow (softened) into some super reflective mode, thinking about my past years studying.
i think i will want to record down everything that has happened and also more of what i have learned through the years. i think it is important to record down. more of a journal. it is important to record down. i'm afraid i may forget what i have learned. then it would be a waste of going through those pains.
honestly, many times i look back, wondering whether i could have done without those pains, why did it happen and could i have done better? those feelings of regrets and just wondering why... and when i think again, things would be pretty different if i didn't have those pains. even more, if i didn't persevere.
it is by faith in God that i persevered. nothing else. God took away the surface and unnecessary stuff which i deem important to strengthen my foundations.
How Great is our God!
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