praise and worship night? it was also an evangelistic night. the title? 'Who Is He?' and there was narration and 2 sessions of worship. kind of arranged them to Part 1 and Part 2.
it went well.
do you know how much we prayed? on thursday, we had already practised one round and it really wore us down trying to prefect some parts. and to give a one last practise as a final rehearsal later was like, 'um... i don't think so' type of feeling. but we prayed. there was the need to pray. and we offered it to God. every bit. that was what was needed.
the refreshment of spirit is so needed and God needs to pour His cooling waters on us. we need to follow Him when He makes us lie down on green pastures and leads us beside still waters to restore our souls.
i have to say i'm busy. busy running around that is. and i think i'm losing some footing. feeling a bit directionless also. yeah, its kind of a weird thing lah to have experienced a good night and then still feel out of place and odd.
i remember in one of the Christian Men books i read, was that: Every man has his price. this was in reference to all sorts of temptation and i would say to many other things as well. an example is that, given the right circumstances, the right settings, the right time, the right 'reasoning' of the thoughts in the mind, a man will fall to that temptation.
Every man also has his own fear and weak link that would cause their faith to shake.
i have to say that something in the past days kind of hit straight to the heart about something i fear. not really fear but kinds of shakes me. its kind of getting personal, but forgive me cause i won't tell much. it shook my faith a bit and had me questioning again why i sacrifice and serve God and had me doubting about me carrying my cross for God.
it's a disturbing thought lah. but i helps me reallign myself. a wake up call, it would be called. a sign to check my bearings. i would be asking some older people about this. there's only so much wisdom i have.
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