Thursday, July 07, 2005

back to real life...

finally being back to real life...

lately have been missing home. being home for only 2 weeks wasn't really significant though i am grateful. it feels like i haven't been home for one and a half years. thoughts of home and church are going through my mind more often nowadays.

e-nite is coming.
evangelistic night. a musical. the music crew is the first into action.
really pushing for the songs to be out as fast as possible.
but its not easy to write songs and knowing that you have to rush it also. not easy. the dance crew and acting department needs the music out fast as well. its a MUSICal.
soundtracks and instrumental will follow as well so i planned.

i didn't expect to be doing anything for e-nite. but when i was approached and was given this role, i was pretty shocked but also glad. it had been what i always wanted. my dream. to be able to do more. at that time i was slightly undecided. 'why did it come now? at the time that i need to put my studies on top to the max? why such an opportunity now? why not earlier or before?'

there are a lot of things i don't understand. it would be a long list of why's.
why did certain things happen...
why did God let these things happen...

God works in ways higher than our own.
i don't know why. a lot is in faith. a lot requires faith.
we can actually die of worry. worrying for everything in our lives.
it is a walk of faith.

"So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today." Matthew 6:34

have you been reading God's Word lately?

1 comment:

Jenn said...

Well.. yeah, it's true that we need the music urgently. *laughs* But honestly, I really appreciate the effort you guys are putting in, knowing the deadline is coming up and there's just so much pressure to do things we've never really done much of before, may it be songwriting, dance choreography, directing, etc... But we have God on our side and we're just instruments! Let's focus on God's plans in this event and let our enthusiasm build day by day!