well, 2 days of fever. really bad fever... yesterday morning, cannot breathe. body aching like crazy, can't even lift up the body right tonsil swollen. today, even worse, body even hotter and both tonsils swollen. swallowing is so painful.
thank goodness i don't have the flu. so at least i can breathe through my nose and not dry up and hurt the already painful throat. just drink hor yan hor the whole day. much much better now. this time the doctor gave anti-biotics.
its been a long while since i've been immobilized like this. i know i said earlier, i can take time to think and all that... nope. didn't think or reflect at all. not possible. brain was just blank all the way. i was in stasis mode. just lie still on the bed and don't move. plus i'm feeling cold. i didn't even want to wake up or move downstairs for lunch but of course, was forced to eat something. moving was painful cause of the sore muscles.
thankfully, now i'm much better, though just having the headaches and dizziness. pretty weak.. lost 2 kg. not bad eh? haha... hope i can restart quickly at work tomorrow.
in short, burn out. perhaps this immobilization is exactly what i need. cause i think the cause is not just a period of a few days, but accumulation of (let me check my calendar) waliau... okay... 4 weeks of no (what's the proper word?) sabbath.
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Dear William
I realize you've been fallin sick a lot this past year, as I'm sure most regular MYFers would have noticed. Kinda of wonderin what r u toiling so hard for.........is it your work, or church activities??? Whatever it is, although you are young and appear to be physically fit, you should really look after your health. Indeed health is wealth and a blessing fom God. Its wonderful to see you serve in so many areas in our church being the multitalented person that you are, but as you may already be aware, if you continue at this rate, it is to your own loss. Hope that in the future, you will learn to strike a balance in serving God and looking after yourself.......indeed life is a journey. Take care ya =)
God bless,
Anusha
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