again...

oh well, did it again. i try to tell myself, that i should at least make it a point to post twice a week.

but what happenned since july 29? its been work. and musical practises at church. i have read harry potter 7. got it as a present for my sister (note: i'm not that good all the time). but since it was the Last book, got some extra value lah. so i make the book the ultimate present for the 4 birthday and 4 Christmas presents in 4 years that i was in uni. 8 in 1.

so not really having enough rest. body felt weak. i took emergency leave last weds and stayed at home. pretty much slept the whole day. i knew if i still went to work on weds, i would fall sick on thurs.

thought that there would be rest in the weekend, but no... weekend was normal, which means, no rest.

i was the organist for 2 sundays in the evening service. on one of the sundays, everything went wrong during on of the hymns. i was suppose to play it once through before we start singing. but the pastor came in straight away and so yeah.... a big messy disaster. not to forget the handbell choir that is playing together as well. hahaha...

its kind of a weird 2 weeks. feeling weak and on the verge of falling sick (and it is hard to wake up), i stumbled upon a song 'Crucified with Christ' by Philip, Craig and Dean. and it really lifted my spirits. it is about Galations 2:20 which i hold close to my heart. and Luke 9:23 and i just told myself, this is one of those moments to tahan and go 'step-by-step'.

and i finally get some clue to what God is doing. i know its just crumbs that i see. but at least i hear some 'noise' and see some 'dust'.

i'm on training for 7-9 August. so can come back early and rest. it's at damansara. i couldn't find 2 u-turns yesterday and got lost but amazingly found my way back to pusat damansara and with the map book, to the IBBM building. thank goodness i left early. i left early today also but this time found the u-turn.