hmmm...

my apologies for not posting anything. i actually had lots of thoughts to post. but i also had another battle to decide.

my parents or specifically, my mother reads my blog. so it is kind of a wondering a little for me about what to do.

its long story but i don't think it would be nice to explain out about some background of the reasonings and why. it would rise more questions.

would want to continue cause i had a goal and purpose. but if i continue, i would get scolding for 'wasting time' (and please don't ask me to elaborate why).

so, hmmm....