yups...

yup... i am up and awake again and its 4 a.m.

ending a long day yesterday, the 25% test didn't seem so bad after all though it definitly did freak me out and playing the piano today, oh what joy!
shifting out of lincoln makes me pianoless unless i sneak into elder hall to use the piano.

i remember journeying through many musicals in church back home... to how the progress and process through each musical is just tough. and many times losing the purpose of the musical while persevering. it was always an effort of faith.

and i guess it was there i learnt about the different types of people and reactions. i remember how i use to react quite badly when people talk 'too much' as they give feedback. of course being one of the younger ones, i was then taught to receive it in love though i was in protest of the context the person is coming from.

comments and feedbacks will come from both ends, drawing on the lines of honest critism and hopefully, not blatant sitting-by-the-bench-dato-datin remarks. sometimes i just wonder whether it is a question of perspective and relativity of standards. whether the person says it out of love or out of pride and positioning himself at the top status to give comments, that is between the person and God.

it is a work of faith. people will question. people will talk. but if the event has been upheld into God's hands and in accordance to God's laws and is God-driven, then leave it in God's hands for it has been blessed by God since the start.
take heart. and pray for protection of the mind for satan uses such comments to poison your mind.

ok, ok... back to purpose driven life... all to the glory of God