random writings...

stuck in the comp lab doing statistical practise lab sessions.
one of the days that i really woke up early this time. i'm feeling like i'm having a lot of time. after struggling for some time on my stats, its only 11. what the? only 11?

went around blogs. i think that's why my internet quota at uni is running a > 100 MB deficit. its a big big negative. ok... and also an online game 'utopia'.

i tried once, blog-travelling. a new term i made up. where you start with one blog. click on someone's links that you don't know. if the post bores you, click on the history and get the middle post. if it still bores you, then click on another unknown link again. and you travel.
and whoa, the amount of inspirations you get. you see great people. but also the sad side of the world.

when you read out thoughts that people posted, it does bring up thoughts of your own.

wanting to go on a vege diet or non-oily or less meat, but a healthier one. need to clear my body of Hungry Jack's (seriously, we're very good friends already), potato chips, flavoured biscuits and the 'V' caffeine drink (hey, medics. i'm going to die soon right? ).
but its hard to find a good place. i don't want to be sub-way's best friend next.

i saw the wedding photos of 2 of my youth leaders. the girl, oops... i mean lady, whom i always called 'che che' since i started speaking.
pretty...
that's where you miss your youth group. 2 years plus and counting... that's how long i'm continuing to be away and who knows. i remember feeling out of place when i went back after 6 months cause a lot of changes had happened then. what more, now.
i'll say that they still remember me, but the feeling is different compared to before.

things (or directions in life) changes a lot when you come overseas. the opportunities and doors fly open everywhere. even more things are a possibility to consider. and to know God's will?
don't ask me... i'm sitting through the journey myself. its requires the need to call upon faith in God even more than ever (for naruto fans, imagine needing more chakra). from Jeremiah 29:11, God knows who we are, our preferences, and our character. sometimes things don't turn out the way we want them to be or a direction in life requires a lot of change. i don't think God's plans will want to make us suffer because God's plans are to prosper you, not to harm you. the changes are maybe for the moment to build you up.

i found a site a few days ago through my adventures of blog-travelling. i found a site with a meaningful song. i tried to search it online but can't find it cause it is privately written. tried to open the site for the lyrics to post it up, but this uni comp don't allow me to download the flash software.

oh well... will get it up when i'm home much much later.